The Thrill of Me
Yet again
The thrill of me
Is over
People get bored
Just move on
Forget
Disintegrate
I am tired of
Starving
Fighting for attention
Affection
Love
It is just so
Embarrassing
Sad
Insecure
How do you overcome this burden
Do I change
Do I climb back into my shell
My bubble
My safe haven
Waiting for a fake fantasy to come alive.
I use all my energy to do good and
lightened people’s days.
But when I need some back
they all run away.
Repeating conversations
Lack of Interest.
Breaks my spirit.
Luckily I am not alone
Ignorance is my new best friend
But we’ve got a long way to go.
For know we will be alone.
We will be alone; together.
